Created With a Purpose

God has saved you for a purpose greater than yourself. <3

I will not give up, although who wouldn't want to? I do admit, being afraid of this world, to me it is like a big ugly beast...tearing precious souls apart. But I will not give up. Not now and not ever. I have a special purpose, and if I were to run away-it would be ruined! The world will be as it is, and only momentarily miss another lost soul...but continue to decay.
    I am a seed, small but strong...Satan is clueless of my capability. I will be planted in the universe, the soil of the earth and grow...blossom, and bare fruit. I always wanted to be something, who knew I would be a seed? That gives other seeds a meaning to life. I never wanted to be a mere human being... who breathes and dies each day. I wanted to stand out and live. So I will give this little world and her people, a hope, beyond all other. That hope is a God, who loves you beyond words. He died serving a purpose, to save us from a place we wouldn't want to dream of visiting.
    Sometimes I would ask God to bring me up with Him, to His kingdom of Heaven  to his safe arms...even just for a second. To be sure everything is real and worth fighting for. But He reminds me, what good will that do? I will be there some day, when my soul escapes my body. What good, I asked again. "Well", He says, "There is a planet full of people who need hope, and you were created with a purpose". So this is where I shall dwell, serving my awesome and almighty God of all the universe.
    I have a proximity of 100 years to live, give or take. I await his call.
I have so many questions I need answers to! But he tells me, all the answers that I need are all in front of me and all I have to do is open my eyes. So I asked for evidence, and reassurance...He quieted me.And I became silent. He took my hands from my face, and I opened my eyes to the world before me. God gives what he knows we can handle, nothing more.